Why is my birth chart full of contradictions?

* Try looking at your chart as a whole, instead of in pieces. And think about yourself; don't you have contradictions in your personality? Your attitudes are different depending on the situation or who you are dealing with, aren't they? You have 4 planets in the first house in Aquarius. This is the house and sign through which you view the world. So you are very different from everyone else. You are unique in your thinking, in your values, in your aspirations. Because these planets are in the 1st house, there is a shading of Aries in the background of the interpretations of the planets. It adds a slight bit of headstrong-ness to the mix. And headstrong is one of the words that best describe you.You don't like to be told what to do or what to think or what is important. Your basic nature is this way, but you feel disconnected at times from the rest of yourself. It seems your thoughts get ahead of yourself, like you need time to catch up with how your mind is racing. There is a tension between your feelings and your basic self, You are much more cautious with your feelings than you are with any other part of you. It seems sometimes your feelings hold you back from being as open as you want to be. This is your Moon in Taurus in the 4th house. It protects you and keeps you from hurling yourself into possibly dangerous situations.when it comes to getting things you want, your method is like driving with one foot on the gas and the other on the brake; you stop/start constantly, and then you begin to doubt exactly what you wanted in the first place. Concentrating on your Taurus Moon is the answer to this conundrum.The Moon is careful, practical and stable- qualities that you must work at cultivating. You will not lose your uniqueness if you consider your moves and thoughts before you get into them. Try getting your chart done at cafeastrology.com, where there are interpretations for everything in your chart.