Der is a grl i luv so mch..bt i pressurized her 2 mch n nw she dusnt luv me...how can i win her luv nw..??

she is my cl mate n she was my best frend...i fell i dip luv wid her....im willing 2 sacrifice nethn 4 her....bt i ws such a fool dat i ddnt understan d real way 2 approach her ,....n i 4ced n pressurised her....she ws rily supportive evn den....she liked a loooot as a bst frend n i no evn mre den jst a frend.....but she nevr sed it cz she jst likd me....she alwez tld me dat she nided sum time n untill she was at university she ddnt wan 2 think of getting in a relationshp or judge any guy.....she used 2 tel me she nidded sum time...bt i ws sch an dat i kept on repeating her dat i luv her n y dusnt she luv me....i asked her several times dat wat wer d qualities dat i nided 2 hav in order 2 becom her boyfrend...i asked her wat qualities she wanted her dream guy 2 hav n wud she luv me if i had dos qualities....bt evn den she tried 2 make me understand dat she nidded time.......n evn den she was my bst frend.....i alwez thot if i wud alwez stick 2 her n b wid her wer ever she goes den she mite like me......so i alwez kept on hanging on her tail n alwez stayed wid her..........bt gradually our frendshp grew weaker n 1 day 4 a misunderstanding she completely broke d frendshp wid me......she tld me not 2 evr call her cz she thot i wastd money in calling her...she tld me dat she will nevr evr *** in my life 2 hurt me any mre....n she stopped tlking 2 me...n turnd off her cell 4 almst a weak.....bt i kept on calling hr n sent hr several smses.....den 1 day she cald me bck n askd me y ws ii distrbing her n her frend......i apologized n begged 4 mercy....she sed she can never ever luv a guy like me hu kips on 4cing...n dat she evn cannot b frends.....bt she sed she cud jst b normal wid me n we cuud tlk sumtimes....n i had 2 promise her dat il nevr evn tlk about love wid her n il nt tell her dat i luv her....she tld me dat we cud never b 2geder as bf n gf.....she cud at bst jst tlk 2 me 4 d sake of me bing . hapy....den days past we talked...bt less den earlier.....gradually her anger ovr me ped away n nw we r in a situation of bing gud frends.....bt nt bst frends till yet....i do nt repeat dos things anemre n i alredy tld her sory 4 my pressurizing n she mst hav 4given me 4 dat....cz nw she is ok wid me n she behaves gud n we r frends nw....bt d gretest prb is i lost my bst frendshp...i lost d girl i love sooo mch.......i dnt no if ever she will love me......i no b4 i had evr 4ced her she used 2 like me a little bit more dan a frend...bt nw she dusnt.....hw do i win her back...i no i shud b burt in fire...i shud hav nevr 4ced her,....i shud hav givn her time n freedom....n if i cud hv jst given her d time she nided den i no i cud hav win her love cz my luv is true n i cud luv her 2 mylast breath..........bt its 2 late now....wat m i suposed 2 do.....she wud nevr love me if i took neoder rong step or mayb she will nevr love me no mater hw hard i try....bt i dnt wana give up...cz i rily love her 4m heart.........plz advice me....i cannot live wid out my best frend hum i love so mch.......plz hlp....plz